Sunday, October 27, 2024

Mouthwashing/ metas, compilation

originally posted on tumblr, Oct 27th 2024 

Anya never entering medical school on earth and yet capable of discerning the effectiveness of mouthwash as disinfectant, to keep incredibly calm and aware in an increasingly troubling crisis, to not slack on her studies and keep up with safety protocols no matter (despite Pony Express being notoriously negligent), not only stabilize Curly but treat his injuries enough to keep him stable AND alive.

Jimmy struggling back on Earth and yet landing a job in a meager position in a dying company that he idolizes and near fetishizes as his salvation, a job implied that he only gets because Curly not only vouched and referenced him to the company, but maybe even covered up for his mistakes. Mistakes which let me remind you, take significant effort since there are plenty of safety nets to avoid said mistakes.

One mistake and Curly is dead, yet he isn't. One mistake and Jimmy would be dandy, and yet he makes so many there is no amount of covering up or excuses to cover his ass.

"Competency" is a scam in Mouthwashing.

 

originally posted on tumblr, Oct 27th 2024  

another angle of Curly's negligence folks seem to pass over is, not even towards Anya.

the Tulpar "passed inspection" yet it was missing a fucking cryopod. doesn't matter who would be left out, cus they are all equally expendable. Curly could have gotten that fixed yet he didn't. "should have made a bigger stink about that", YEAH YOU WOULD THINK SO!

he should have, as the captain looking after not just the crew but himself (captain goes down with the ship and all), and he didn't. he says he should have, makes an off-handed comment about it when talking to Jimmy, but words don't matter. someone's life is at stake here from the start, but all he can offer is a passing comment of regret.

i wonder if Curly was really that good of a captain, or if it was Jimmy hearing it from the higher ups cus Curly is a terminal enabler, and that INCLUDES enabling the company's disregard for safety and endangerment of the crew. because Curly says he cares and maybe deep down he does, but it doesn't matter as much cus he's not actually putting in the work. he will never put his money where his mouth is, because that's not even his money, but Pony Express's.

a good employee is one that doesn't threaten your bottom line, and Curly is a great captain.

(so great he will be fired just as easily as everyone else on the ship)

 

originally posted on tumblr, Oct 28th 2024    

Some people aren't getting the full context of my point, so I'll explain. Curly was always doomed to fail as a captain, because he is captain at the Pony Express.

there comes a time in every manager's career (probably in a visibly shitty company but not always!) where you look around you and see all the bullshit happening and all the cutting corners and all the dangerous practices, and you realize you have two options. You either hold the fort, put your ethics and morals aside, and stay at the job because you're one of the good ones. You see all the bad shit happening but you think you can be the one to maybe ease it for your underlings without crossing the higher ups.

Or, you realize that if your sense of empathy is too big and you put your foot down. You get written up, maybe a frown and a warning to mind your place, and you do it until finally, you get fired. Maybe you quit in a seemingly hollow display.

Most likely you choose the first option, because you reason that, if they fire you, they will just find someone who Will do what they say. Hell, maybe even someone who is less competent and enjoys the power trip and uses it to their advantage (cough Jimmy cough). Eventually, the higher ups will find their yes-man, so you become their maybe-man.

But here is the thing. There are, in fact, more than two paths. There are many venues of malicious compliance or willful ignorance and even collective action to better your environment. You just can't see it because the system traps you into a dichotomy of employment or death. THAT'S the trap of capitalism.

And Curly fell right on it, just like everyone else on the Tulpar. Curly is a negligent enabling leader, just as Anya is too desperate for the job, just as Daisuke is pressured into a job he doesn't want out of guilt for not being employed and aimless, just as Swansea is too stuck in his ways and just making it a day at a time because he's not content with his lot. Everyone there is the perfect victim of the system and its monsters, in the perfect roles to create this tragedy.

That's the POINT.

 

originally posted on tumblr, Sep 10th 2026  

the Tulpar crew is the perfect capitalist hellscape crew for the Pony Express, and thus a self-fulfilling prophecy

- Curly is a reckless enabler, showing a willingness to endanger his crew (lacking a cryopod?? really??) so he doesn’t cross the higher ups and thus is the perfect leader. he doesn’t rock the boat.

- Daisuke is a kid with probably no work experience and also nearly no skills on the job requirements, meaning he’s enough of a pushover to follow the cues of his fellow crewmembers. for better or worse.

- Anya is an aspiring doctor desperate for moneu, meaning she has at least some ethics and scruples, but not enough to not accept the job. She has only enough training as strictly necessary to fill the nurse role, and thus fulfill the bare minimum of any laws that go “every manned ship needs an able medical staff”.

- Swansea is the sort of old stubborn codger that doesn’t quit no matter what you throw on his plate. him and the company both know he won’t get another job once this is over; no matter his thoughts or feelings on the treatment of himself or the crew, he goes down with the company.

- Jimmy is the very kind of wretch that thrives in this environment. he knows he can throw some mean words around and get his way, and he’s the kind of man who would swim through the ranks cus he can not only get away with it, he’s the type to have created the system in the first place.

his sole flaw in all this was that he panicked and thought his career (and thus his life) was over. he would rather destroy everything and everyone than to conceive of a world where he can’t get away with his reckless incompetence and abusive tactics.

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

JttW/ Journeytober, #1 Tree


 originally posted on tumblr, Oct 1st 2024

OFF WE GOOOOOO~! Time will tell if I'll see through it, but we give it the old good try anyways. Gonna try and keep these as grayscale to not fuss with colors, hopefully the next ones are less rendered so I don't burn out.
For the Tree prompt, Wukong sleeping by a tree right before the Underworld summons drag him into another immortality lololol

 Journeytober original post [here]

Thursday, September 19, 2024

LoP/ “Presenting, The Lady In White!”

 originally posted on tumblr, Sep 19th 2024


what better than a Mucha style poster for our dear White Lady?? my second and final entry for the Red Lobster Inn’s LoP anniversary event themed around Chuseok/Korean Thanksgiving. this one was a lot of work, but it was worth every second!

Monday, September 16, 2024

LoP/ “What’s better than this, a good snack and a view?”

 originally posted on tumblr, Sep 16th 2024

my first entry for the Red Lobster Inn’s LoP anniversary event!! so so happy with the turn out for this occasion, all the entries have been so lovely <33

Saturday, September 14, 2024

JttW/ "Usher in the sunrise and send away the sunset glow."

originally posted on tumblr, Sep 14th 2024

My piece for the JTTW discord server event, themed around our favorite AU. Gotta say, my Expedition to the West AU brings me endless joy, and helped me make quite a few good friends since I first delved into the fandom. Here's to more and more good times!! <3

Title is lyrics from the song "Dare to Ask Where Is The Road", from the 1986 series

 

Wednesday, September 4, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, Sep 4th 2024

 

more memes from the jttw server convos <3 

Thursday, August 22, 2024

LoP/ The pearl of the Malum District, the Red Lobster Inn

 originally posted on tumblr, Aug 22nd 2024

 

I’ve been working hard making some goodies for our LoP discord server, and this is our banner! Gosh, this one took a good while the get right, but so glad with how it turned out :3 


 

Tuesday, August 6, 2024

Assorted fanfic summaries

Asks and answers from an ask memes that prompted me to hint at fanfics projects.

 

originally posted on tumblr, Aug 6th 2024

reflectionsofacreator asked:

📓 for Elden Ring or AC? 👀

WEEEEELL

for AC, I wanna write my ultimate fix-it fic, where Desmond copied Clay's AI to himself, and helps bring him to life with the fountain of youth. All while exploring grief, personhood, self-determination, and what we owe to ourselves and our loved ones. Mostly set on AC3 but with snippets of scenes from the earlier games to contextualize stuff. Slap Desmond and the gang with the HCfying beam and fine tune some of my issues I have with the series. Also Clay makes Des a new arm uwu

for Elden Ring? HOO BOY

it's hard to explain shortly but, consider. Grace can be given and taken away, and while tarnished who can see Grace and thus be caught in the no-dying loop are rare. but what if, it wasn't? what if Grace can be given back with a proper ritual, and you could amass a minor army of undying tarnished?

cut to Messmer being hounded by a band of undying tarnished, and once he succumbs to the abyssal serpent, they get the fire they wanted from the beginning. except, he doesn't die.

he wakes up in the Lands Between, the mountaintops to be exact. the veil was lifted away, and both trees in sight on the horizon. Scadutree and Erdtree, together again, burning. With his fire. The fire he can no longer summon, and his snakes no longer bound to his flesh but still with him. And the eye his mother once plucked has returned. He himself, is now a Tarnished.

someone stole not just his fire, but his divinity and his curse, his very fate. and I wanna figure out if he'd even want it all back or not, after learning well the Lands Between once again.

Send me a "📓" and I'll explain the plot of a fanfiction that I haven't written but daydream about. 

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 26th 2024

arya-skywalker asked:

Jayvik gritty fantasy au? 👀
Very curious about that one!

hehhehe it's my little guilty pleasure /lh

it's very The VVitch kind of grounded, more psychological horror than real sword and sorcery fantasy.

Jayce and Viktor grew up in a small village on the outskirts of Piltover, and several odd - and grim - occurences has people crying foul magic and witchery. Turns out, they are right, because there is a coven nearby working to bring a new witch into their fold, namely Viktor. Jayce is a blacksmith apprentice and just wants to befriend Viktor, who keeps him at arm's lenght for his own protection, but it only backfires.

After a particularly grueling winter in the village, that led to a dangerous fever that claimed a lot fo Jayce's memories and changed his temperament, things finally go back to normal.

Years later, Jayce has moved to Piltover to become a witch hunter, the only legal way to study magic at all. The clergy has made him responsible for the interrogation and possible exorcism of a man who was captured recently. A man who seems to know him, though Jayce doesn't remember him, and who also seems unhingedly committed to "returning what is rightfully his".

cue several abnormal hauntings, hallucinations and unexplainable events <3

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 20th 2025

 

Jayvik/Madoka Magica AU?? 👀

listen. listen. Jay listen to me. im grabbing your shoulders. Jayce is so Homura coded actually, and Viktor is so Madoka coded.

Ximena doesn't survive the snowstorm (post-hypothermia complications can be a bitch) and fem!Jayce (yes it's yuri now sue me) gets sent to an orphanage, the same one Viktor is. they are young here, just kids, but they grow together. at first as academic rivals, constantly challenging each other over their grades.

then the creatures show up.

someone unlocks smth hidden deep in the fissures, and now there are little arcane creatures roaming around granting people wishes. most of them are simple enough, but all of them impossible without magic. anyone can be a target, so long as they Want hard enough for something.

of course, they find Viktor first.

it's not much of a blip on the Council's radar, until news of uncanny anomalous beasts start cropping up around the undercity, and with them, mysterious combatants with odd weapons. that warrants investigation. they find a couple of teens who seem hellbent in unravelling what is up with the creatures granting wishes, and also the beasts attacking people in the dead of night. beasts that seem to only grow in size and power.

things escalate quickly. cue a lot of political and internal tensions, Vianka and Jessa getting separated by several complications, and now there is a huge beast intent on swallowing Piltover whole. and Vianka is the only one left who can even attempt to fight it.

it doesn't go well, and now Jessa wants something truly enough to grab the attention of the wish-granting creatures. so she makes a wish.

Friday, July 26, 2024

originally posted on tumblr, Jul 26th 2024

 His constant companions.

 wonder if the winged serpents ever get tired of hovering and just, cuddle up 

Thursday, July 18, 2024

Elden Ring/ Snakes and Serpents

 originally posted on tumblr, Jul 18th 2024

everytime i see the winged serpents drawn/modelled as vipers, my heart breaks a little bit

guys, they are specifically pythons!! :3 mouth shape and all!! the sole viper head we see is Messmer/abyssal serpent!!


pythons kill prey by strangling them with their bodies. vipers hunt through venom bite pounces. pythons are also more notably languid and slow compared to vipers or cobras. this isn't just a thematic distinction, but also a clear visual design cue, too!

in Volcano Manor and the Temple of Eiglay, you can see that the winged snake statues are Also python-headed. it's also notable that the snakes in the statues have fangs, and so do the winged serpents Messmer has. i doubt that's a coincidence.

and most importantly, the Great Serpent is also closer to a python than a viper or even a cobra. it's admittedly a more distinct head shape than any real-life snakes i'm aware of, but the longer snout, the scale patterns (particularly on the temples and side of the head), and the teeth type are not unlike an anaconda, actually.



 

Wednesday, July 3, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, Jul 3rd 2024

“Well then… seems you caught me at an inopportune but not unfortunate time.”
 i dunno man just Giangio lounging on a chair, with some hcs of mine thrown in cus why not <3 

Sunday, May 26, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, May 26th 2024 

Seems like P accidentally dropped Gemini in the ocean?! Hopefully the local friendly hermit crab can help get him back to the surface! :D

sooooo finished Another Crab’s Treasure and i just HAD to do smth with my all-time favorite soulslike games

Friday, May 24, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, May 24th 2024

“sometime on the eternal line of time”

 

Monday, May 13, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, May 13th 2024  

soooooo Mad Donkey Appreciation Day was a few days back, huh?

anyway, here’s my interpretation of what he looks like under the mask. me and the besties call him Dante Santoro <3 


Sunday, May 12, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, May 12th 2024  

the new Sylvanian Families collection is looking kinda… 

Friday, May 10, 2024

Malevolent/ metas, compilation

originally posted on tumblr, May 10th 2024

 okay but. The fact that Yellow, despite it all, was still curious. he still wanted to Understand. "why you, John?", he sounded so confused and baffled (jealous??) by the situation, he still couldn't understand their friendship, their bond and what made it special, what made it worth turning themselves "weak" just to be with each other.

and on relisten of the s3 Yellow episodes, you can still see the questions he made that weren't for manipulation but, genuine curiosity and confusion. his interest in philosophy and poetry and art, what they meant, their purpose for humans. his potential had been there all along, but Arthur was too burdened with his own trauma and preconceptions to see it for what they were.

but more than that, the fact that even with John at the start, he didn't see it. and once John was back, he realised that he held so many preconceptions about him as well. that at that point, he understood John as much as he did Yellow.

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 12th 2024

thinking back on ep31 cus. it's Arthur. it's All Arthur, and not entirely but it is. yes we get Larson referencing what his nightmare self said, and that speaks of Arthur being such a good read of character more than any supernatural chicanery.

when Larson says "John is gold. he's a gift.", that's Arthur's thoughts of him. John is deeply precious to him, a trusted friend and a miracle. a fracture of an unknowable deity from another dimension, that just so happened to meet the one person who could survive being bound to him, and show him the marvels and tribulations of human existence to him to boot. Arthur marvels at the situation, even if subconsciously, is even humbled by it.

but also, "nothing gold can stay." Arthur is, so so afraid of being alone. of losing another person, someone who he learned to care about and treasure. nobody he's ever cared about stays, or to put it in Arthur's mentality, survives knowing him. being loved by Arthur is a curse on both parties, and he's so deeply insecure and unsure of being Enough for John's sake. he's already failed Yellow and he knows it too, who's to say he won't fail John too, or worse, has ALREADY failed him and the shoe has yet to drop?

and when John begin to fade and falter, we can see Arthur retreat from him. mourning what he hasn't yet lost, trying to leave first before he's left and desperately reaching out to others to cope with that. seeing himself and his own mistakes in others like Oscar and Noel, trying to find redemption with Daniel, and seeking the life he had before John. desperate for a lost normalcy in case John is gone and he's left stranded like in the cabin in S3. he's on damage control mode before anything hits the fan, and it's soooooooo painful to see. 

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 13th 2024

thinking about mirrors, cus yes Arthur and Wallace are mirrors, but more poignant to me is Arthur and Oscar. cus we know they are both "weak" in the same ways, Arthur says so himself, and it's a major point in which they bond over. but, it goes deeper.

Oscar is a priest, a follower and devotee of God. how much choice he had on this path is up for debate, but he clearly does it to Help. help others, maybe even as penance for not helping his best friend when he needed it most. and what is God, if not help, hope, comfort?

and there's Arthur, who's an atheist yet has a literal god entwined into his very soul. a Great Old One, unknowable and impossibly powerful, who nags at him to take care of himself, who helps him navigate the world, and who whinges about going to watch some damn movies.

now I'm not exactly religious, but isn't that what God is to most christians? a companion and moral compass, and a reassuring presence in their lives for good and bad times? a shepherd, to be specific. and damn, that's what John is to Arthur, someone guiding him in a literal and metaphorical sense, as much as Arthur does for him.

Arthur humanizes John, not just in helping him understand and embrace humanity, but in reassuring him of his personhood and individuality. and I can't help but be reminded of some folks saying that Jesus was the son of God yes, but also just a man. Son of man, wasn't it?

both Arthur and Oscar have a faith in them, but it comes from different places and it's used for different reasons, but ultimately leads them to walk a similar road regardless. their bond runs much deeper cus I'm positive Arthur doesn't see this shared trait, but Oscar does. I'm sure that's why he says that Arthur is his purpose, and that God made their paths cross.

what I'm trying to say is that Arthur has one more point on the hypocrisy board by being a christian-coded atheist /j

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 16th 2024 

been thinking about these two (shocking i know), but consider:

  • John tugging at Arthur's clothes to nudge him at certain directions or to stop during high-stakes situations;
  • John pretending to fidget, ie scratching Arthur's cheek or rubbing his chin, in order to turn his head in the proper direction to keep up appearances;
  • John helping Arthur fix his clothes and hair since he can't see those;
  • John reaching out for things first so that Arthur can follow the general location of his left hand for the item;
  • John pinching Arthur's side to get his attention;
  • Arthur pinching John's hand, uno reverse style;
  • John learning to use a fountain pen for writing, cus proper pressure and flow are an important aspect of it;
  • also Arthur and John puzzling shorthands together, so that John can make sense of it;
  • Arthur occasionally trying to puzzle architectural styles from John's descriptions, so that they can get on the same page of what terms they are both familiar with;
  • same with plants and animals, trying to nail what species John is seeing from descriptions alone;


originally posted on tumblr, Mar 18th 2024 

thinking about, proprioception and the function of the vestibular system. in non-science terms, one's sense of balance and body position.

we know that John can hear and so can Arthur, which can roughly imply that they share Arthur's ears and very likely, the cochlea which is a vital part of the vestibular system's way of parsing out balance. if it gets wonky, we get labyrinthitis and other such issues.

so besides John knowing what's generally going on by simply uh, seeing shit, he probably senses all the tumbles and falls Arthur has as if his own body is too.

and proprioception, the sense of body position and self-movement, tied to muscles and tendons. it's how the body can tell where it is in the physical space, and it's often clunky without sight. It's why we overreach for things in the dark, and we generally sense our fingers as longer than they are.

Arthur has to mostly make do with muscle memory for things like walking, climbing, sitting up and down, etc. But I wonder how his proprioception might get messed up by John's hand and foot. In a way, he can't feel it as in touch or control, but does he sense it stretching and moving? Can he subconsciously use John's control as a guide? He has no issue walking despite not feeling a foot, or how it's position and adjustment to the ground might affect the rest of his biomechanics (don't even get me started about the interconnectedness of the human walk cycle in our entire body), so does he have some sense of proprioception on those limbs? Does John have it for the rest of his body too?

Arthur feels no pain, it's not like his tendons and nerves were physically ruptured, on the contrary cus John's getting his fair use of those limbs, but how would his body even register this? Do the both of them ever feel the need to move in tandem? Or maybe even do it without even noticing or thinking about it? Is the biological aspect of their connection slowly but surely making them synchronize in movement and gestures?

Is this how they manage to play the piano together?


originally posted on tumblr, Mar 18th 2024 

so i think we can agree to some degree that, the carrot is a lie. right?

(Intermezzo spoilers ahead!)

we know Kayne is perfectly capable of keeping his deals, but we also know that he's far more capable (and willing) to Not keeping them. and even of proposing deals that he has no intention of going through with.

Arthur getting Faroe back isn't a real deal. just because he stopped one Faroe among countless from death, doesn't mean that deal won't have consequences. he did say "even try continue being friends", which implies A Lot.

first of, what happened to that universe's Arthur? surely nothing good or stable. who's to say Kayne won't put John inside that Arthur as "a body" for him? and also, Kayne has made it very clear he's got access to all the strings here, he can very easily keep toying with them Just Because, making their lives actual hell.

John and Arthur don't have their divorces over nothing, Shit Happens and it causes them to react poorly due to any number of issues they have in their own noggins, but we've seen that a good number of them have been thanks to Kayne's meddling in some way or another. One could even say that all of S3 happened because of him.

"no matter what I throw at you, you just seem to come out better for it", wasn't it?

but also, we can just as fairly say that the stick is also a lie. sure, Kayne's anger is nothing to scoff at, he's a god given greater power than any god in this universe had any right to after all. BUT, he still needs Arthur. he has very little to gain from impossibly torturing someone who he knows has something Special (plot armor) that keeps him from going under entirely, might even become greater than he can handle because of said torturing.

Arthur is at the end of the day, just a human, but he's also an anomaly that he can't grasp, and Kayne isn't an idiot.

it's all smoke and mirrors, lures and trickery. his hard power is very real, Kayne is an entity of his own caliber, but his soft power, it's all on keeping people on their toes around him and go along with his schemes to keep him appeased. that's what the whole bit with keeping Arthur playing because "he didn't say stop" is, flexing that he can keep Arthur cowed enough to keep doing what he says. and that was also why he proposed that deal for John too, to keep him on thin ice and scrambling over pacifying Arthur rather than let them both scheme over how to one-up him when he isn't looking.

carrot or stick, you dont actually need either. sometimes, the illusions of a gift or a punishment are enough motivators, even if they are lies. Kayne never ends a deal freely, there's always Something More, a twist of the knife that he sprinkles in at the end. he has no intention giving Arthur and John a happily-ever-after, and i also think he has no intention of dooming them to turbo Hell or whatever.

if you ask me, the fact that we don't know what exactly he does plan however, is far more disconcerting and scary.

 

originally posted on tumblr, Apr 9th 2024  

I love how many layers of depth Intermezzo has given us for any relistens of the podcast, but most notably, the recontext of Kayne's response back in The King

he asks Arthur, why are you so special? and Arthur answers as best as he can, and Kayne just, says no. of course we gifured, oh its cus he's The Main Character, that's why. or maybe smth else. and like yes but also, no.

after Intermezzo, we get a taste of the sheer scope of the multiverse at play, and that Arthur's reply is basically applicable to every other Arthur in existence, including himself. in that angle, he's not special to Kayne, vus while Arthur is right about all that, its Not why he's Special. why him from all other Arthurs, gets to get back up and carry on better than all the others.

Arthur is Humanity but, so is all of Arthurs. So why Him? we dont know, Arthur doesn't know and, of course, Kayne doesn't either.

but Kayne has shown some vague to full awareness of the Audience as a concept for a while now. which makes me wonder if, when he asked Arthur, he wanted Us to figure it out. he says, "and if I dont know it, then that leaves one other person", but did he mean Arthur or, Us?

Tuesday, April 2, 2024

AC/ Riddles and Cyphers au, compilation

 originally posted on tumblr, Apr 2nd 2024 

Clay as a sphinx was the most unhinged yet fitting idea i've had in a hot minute. anyway fantasy au anyone?? 

anyway i blame dragon's dogma for this. i haven't played it but i am Aware 

 

  originally posted on tumblr, Apr 3rd 2024

  how it started / how it ended

 

   originally posted on tumblr, Apr 3rd 2024

 

i dunno man, more of a color and outfit ref than anything else lmao 

also what if.... i held your paw..... while i thoughts about your riddle a bit so you don't fucking eat me.........

lions can be so stupid big like holy shit, i always forget 

 

    originally posted on tumblr, Apr 3rd 2024

anyway, Sphinx au tidbits:

  • ‘general fantasy’ au but Mediterranean, Desmond is part of a mercenary guild that travel looking for work
  • his group gets hired to get rid of a sphinx that took over a local temple, but it backfires when Desmond faces it and gets roped into a game of riddles
  • Desmond and the Sphinx make a deal that he’ll keep getting riddles everyday, and for each he solves, the sphinx will spend a day without killing someone
  • Desmond travels with Becca, Lucy and Shaun. they are less than thrilled by Desmond’s temporary solution, but go along for a while since at least people aren’t getting eaten and stuff
  • the more riddles Desmond answers right, the more the Sphinx is amenable to lower stakes, so long as they can keep playing; eventually riddles get sidelined, for the sake of just spending time together
  • he’s the one who nicknames the Sphinx “Clay”, since he doesn’t have a given name
  • Desmond at one time tries to bring Clay a meal, to which he gets refused cus “a meal must be earned by my own merit”, as in he must beat it in a challenge, be it a riddle or a hunt
  • inspired by the Dragon’s Dogma 2 riddles, at first the riddles are clever answers, but eventually they take a more 'fetch quest’ tone, including bringing people and items to the Sphinx as answers
  • that’s how the rest of the group ends up meeting Clay
  • it goes…. not too well, Lucy and Shaun being very put off by the Sphinx, Rebecca being mildly amused but not exactly at ease
  • the fact that Desmond managed to sorta befriend the Sphinx is often joked about, if only to cope with the tension
  • he also starts to realize why Clay took up the temple, given that the entities involved there are far from benevolent (yes it’s the Isu), and starving them of attention might make the curses they placed on the land eventually weaken, but first they will get worse
  • the local village start pressuring the group to fulfill the contract to kill the Sphinx, which Desmond really doesn’t want to do for many reasons by then
  • haven’t yet picked a resolution tho lmao

 

    originally posted on tumblr, Apr 4th 2024 

 hey check this cool trick!! [selkies the sphinx] 

wings are permanent cus im making the rules <3 also no he can't take off the pelt it's stuck to him by the shoulders 

Sunday, March 31, 2024

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 31st 2024 

one thing that haunts me about the Bleeding Effect is, the mundanity of it.

yknow how old people are always talking about their memories and their past, the older they are the more they tend to do it? that's cus they've lived for so long, that every little thing reminds them of something else. they can't help it, human brains are hardwired for pattern recognition, and they got a lot of patterns to draw from.

but what happens when you got more than one lifetime of memories under your belt? what if just cooking reminds you of several thousands of ways people used to cook, all the similarities and differences? what about music, conversations, gestures, dances, hell even laughter or crying?

do you think animus subjects keep seeing ghosts even when they aren't hallucinating? fractures of people long long dead and gone, coming back in the people who are alive and living in the present? when do people you know and cherish become a patchwork of people from the past that now only you can remember?

 

Saturday, March 16, 2024

 originally posted on tumblr, Mar 16th 2024 

“𝔑𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔯 𝔞 𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖙, 𝔫𝔬 𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔞 𝕲𝖔𝖉.”

Sunday, March 10, 2024

Malevolent/ fanart compilation

 originally posted on tumblr, Mar 10th 2024

ten times divorced idiots <3

i'm gonna fix my sleep schedule i say, hyperfocusing all night through the cramps. breaking the depression artblock at all costs!

anyway John's face is made of countless hands that he puppets when he speaks, also torn up renainssance and medieval style clothing my beloved. might chip away at my KiY design over time tho

John piggybacking on Arthur's shoulders makes my brain go teehee 

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 11th 2024 

“John is not Yellow. He’s gold, Arthur.”

fullbody ref for John cus he's so fucking special to meeeeee 

my favorite character design style is “laundry chair”, baby boy can fit so many fancy renaissance and medieval hats. it's a chaperon an escoffion coil a cowl a mantle a scarf...

also he can haz all the arms. as a treat.  

aaaaand for the sake of the Aesthetics (sparkle emoji), a pseudo photo of how John must look like to the untrained eye (read: low insight, do not pass go, collect 200 insanity points) from my John design  

 

originally posted on tumblr, Mar 12th 2024 

[Butcher voice] aaa nao wee cookin’, lads! (wip)

 

 originally posted on tumblr, Mar 13th 2024 

if you lack a spare coat, then the large eldritch deity bestie hitching a ride on your body will do

is John corporeal? i dunno, don't think too hard about it lol 

mostly a pose that was stuck on my head ever since i settled on face hands for John 

 

  originally posted on tumblr, Mar 13th 2024 

“My heart is beating,
It keeps repeating for you constantly.
You’re all I’m needing
And so I’m ple
ading,
Please come back to me.”

dunno man i'm not happy with this one but fuck it we do it live (shoves so many effect layers on it) 

my favorite gimmick for my John design is touch as his ultimate love language (nonrom)

[face in hands] the pain of having a qpr ship but fandom ships imply romanic feelings GOD